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hey everyone. i've got scratches all over my body....dumb cat was climbing all over me. well, dance camp was tons of fun. but i realized i dont really want to go to NIU for college. we walked into our dorms, and omg the smelled terrible. we learned a lot of hip hop, which isnt really my style of dance, but i think i must be ok at it because my team always pushed me to the front so they can watch and copy my movements. that gets annoying after a while. it was definitely like that for the jazz. but i know it's a stupid thing to feel sorry about but when we were performing our jazz routine in front of everyone, i told people right off to not watch me because i might mess up. well i did mess up in one part where i forgot it. and u could tell i was being watched because all of a sudden, most people stopped when i stopped. but other than that, i did fine. i dont know how anyone else did since i was the top point in the pyramid so i was right in front with no one next to me. o well.

but after a while, u know how it is, a whole bunch of teenage girls who get 4 hours of sleep a night and dance all day, everyone got bitchy. if u dont know how it is, take my word for it. some people i just wanted to ring their necks. i try being nice to everyone, but if someone told me what to do too often, i snapped back. most of them were freshmen so i had seniority over them, so they didn't do it too often. but now i think i'm officially off the team. i have to. but i'm gonna miss it, and people are sad to see me go. but i had fun.

o well vball try-outs are coming soon. registration is coming up too. i think this is the first year that i dont want to go to school. usually i want to go a little bit, but right now all it means is that gio will never be in the same school as me. he's so close to moving right now. we try not to talk about it too much, but even his parents are like "i dont want to be around when u guys so goodbye". it's gonna be sad. his mom said to gio one time "what are we honestly going to do without her?" just like gio is a son and a brother to my family, i'm like a daughter and a sister in theirs. i'm just going to miss him so much! well here i am complaining about everything and yet nothing. sorry. i'll be on in like another month...i dont get much time online anymore. lol. bye!

P.S. check out my myspace. i have a good pic and gio's brother fabian is helping me change it around. it's a work in progress, but it should be cool when i'm done.

omg this is the stupidest show!!!!!! i'm watching laguna beach, and all the girls look the same that i can't tell them apart! all blonde, thin, and pretty, but bitchy. well, summer's busy. i get up at 5 every morning for dance practice, and for these two weeks i go back to school for vball. and then wednesday's i have vball league. lets just say i'm so exhausted. friday hopefully will see kiri. she leaves after that!!! it's the last time i'm probably gonna see her!!! it's so sad!!! then saturday i have to go fishing, and then a kid's dance camp for like 5 hours, and then brynne's party!!!! i cant wait!!!! sundays' the cubs game woohoo!!! lol. sorry dave lol. next week wednesday-saturday i get up at 5 and dont go to sleep until midnight and i'm gonna be dancing the entire time. dance camp yay lol. i dont think i can do dance anymore. i just dont have the money. it's so expensive. we have to get lots of clothes and specific shoes, i dont have the money. for some odd reason we have to buy a tan body suit for camp.....where the hell do u find one, and they're expensive. i cant afford it. and of course we'll probably never use it (i hope) so i can return it.

gio and i had our three month on tuesday. i'm not used to even caring about anything like that, but it means a lot to him so i will. sadly, this is his longest relationship. this is like my third longest lol. alright i'm gonna go watch pimp my ride and then go to vball camp...fun lol bye.

leave comments because u all just love me so much!!! bye

Currently Reading Dance Naked : A Guide to Unleashing Your Inner Hottie By JESSICA KAYLA CONRAD see related

hi my lovers!!!!!! omg wicked was amazing!!!!! the best thing i've ever seen in my life. better than most abercrombie models, and i dont say that too often lol. it was so good i got goosbumps in a couple songs. incredible. next weekend will be so much fun! i'm going to fabian's (gio's brother) graduation party at blue harbor resort in wisconsin. it's got like an indoor water park, on a beach...it's huge. i've never been to a resort so it's gonna be awesome! last day of finals is tomorrow!! easy as hell to. yearbook, where mr. cook is bringing us donuts and kylie is doing my makeup, and then to gym (which i have to say is like the best class) and liz is gonna do my hair.

so heres some news.... I HAVE A SEASON PASS!!! u all had better call me when u go. cool as hell. i need to get a tan, i've got a terrible farmers tan lol. i got sports all this summer, and somehow i have to find time to make mulah lol. for dance camp, we got spend four days at NIU. it'll be fun lol.

i know that most of u know this already, but for those who dont go to lakes and even care, me and gio's 2 month is coming up the 12th. i know i know dont be pissed, we didn't tell anyone that we were dating. we got  bitched at the first time we dated so forgive us for not telling anyone. but now we're ok about it. he moves in a month. i'm devastated, but we're spending as much time as we can together before he leaves. and then when he gets down there, he's getting two jobs to save up enough money to send me down there with him. cheesy, i know, but if thats how we have to see each other, we will. but we wont be together. we have to break up when he leaves. so i'm gonna need some consolement. (sp?).

the book that i'm reading is far from gross, which some people may think, it's about building confidence, and it's kinda interesting lol. i will talk to u all this summer, ya'll better call me!!!! my dad does have a pool, swimming all the way lol. bye!!!